- The lack of control I felt over my body.
I always felt like heartburn was something I didn’t have to look forward to until I was at least getting a Social Security check, but a bad reaction to some marinara sauce had me scared to even look at an Olive Garden. Trust and believe that your body is less terrified of being pregnant than you are, but Google was and still is my best friend as I searched for everything from “What does a Braxton Hicks feel like?” to “Can you masturbate with placenta previa?”
Bullets and Blessings 
Congratulations on the new baby and marriage! I divorced instagram and twitter, so I am just finding out, now that your back to blogging on your site. Welcome back btw i miss reading your work in this settimg. Im 16 years in and still learning new things about being a parent.
Thanks so much for your support! With all the changes I’ve been going through you know I had to write about them. It’s comforting to know that none of us knows what the hell we’re doing whether our kids are 6 mths or 16 years and we’re all learning together!